lesson #7: you're not your past or your performance
post-partum blah, or any kind of mood funk really, has a way of corrupting, twisting what we already know. subverting the truth about our circumstances, our relationships, our realities & ourselves.
|gideon meets his prophetic identity|
hence, the need for an i am statement. i want to take every prophetic word over my life, both scriptural & individual, and use it to rewrite my biography. taking the meat of the prophetic word & boiling it down to who that word says i am, not just what it says i will do. to make an i am statement, helping me see my identity, not subject to my past failure or triumph, but seeing my identity from heaven's perspective & then living like it is already true, if only because God says it's true.
"the truest thing in the universe is what God says about you."
when you know who you were made to be, then what you do becomes defined by who heaven says you are, instead of the other way around (doing to become in stead of becoming to do). i don't just want to be aware of the truth but secure in it. i want to be transformed by it like that glum chum gideon turned valiant warrior. this is my gideon's angel, declaring the truth into becoming. the angel didn't just meet gideon where he was at but changed where he was at by speaking life. no more agreement with my own dowdy perspective & current failures. but total trust, in the Great I Am in whom i find my i am.
"but moses said to God, 'who am i?'.... and God said 'I will be with you'."